Or, perhaps more accurately, if 'n I'm going to whine, can I at least have some cheese with that?
Blogging remains light. Both here and at the other blog. And that bothers me because, after all, it is me, so of course I have things to say. And yet, as much as that bugs me, it's really the least of my concerns.
In the past 24 hours I found myself trying to express (with conviction, nonetheless) the same thought, albeit for very different reasons, to both my husband and a good friend. Namely that although there is much in life we can't control, the one thing we always do have control over is our attitude, how we choose to respond to what life throws at us.
Sounds rather noble, doesn't it? Ain't I smart?
The problem is that I'm feeling a mite hypocritical at the moment. Because although I tried to give myself a rather stern talking to this afternoon on the very same topic, I seem to have trouble
Not to put too fine a point on it. But. I. Am. Scared.
And wimpy. And whiny. And more than a little bit cranky too.
I haven't been feeling well lately. That you know.
What you most likely don't know is that I'm not exactly starting to feel any better. And I could very easily freak myself out just a little and start to believe that things are actually getting worse. But I would really rather not go there.
Which leaves me here. Wondering if I should create a new blog label. "Warning - Whining Ahead".
And struggling to control my own emotions. To not "freak out", so to speak.
I go back to see the specialist in May. And my plan
Which is what I will do suppose. Seeing as how I don't seem to have many other options at the moment.
And yes, yes, I did question whether this was an appropriate blog post. And then, after giving the matter the careful consideration it deserved, decided ... to hell with it.
It's my blog. I'll cry if I want to.